It's been some time since I last put up something here. Probably, I should come about and put something on here more often when I've time.
Lately, I am falling in love with the number of times I am off on Mondays since it's a public holiday and which means I could stay at home a little more longer than to come back he in the hostel and live for a week. However, the fact is that I've been having mid-term test for every Friday for 3 weeks already and finally this is my last week of having to sit for a mid-term test, and I really hate it. It's never been nice to have test continously week after week. Thank god it's just ending this week and I just have enough time to buck up and worry for my finals which is due at the end of October.
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Flashing back
Just yesterday I was talking to some of my friends over the internet as well as over the line, I did ask them some questions regarding myself. Of course those people I've asked are people whom really knows me well enough. I know I am a bit hard headed and stubborn at time but there is one thing I really want people to tell it to my face so that I can wake up from my dreams.
Yes dreams of dreams I've been having a couple of nights. Remembering things and hoping things will turn the other way around. I asked one or two of my friends this;
"Do you think that I am a person who likes to hope for things which I can't get?"
I asked because I really need someone to slap me out of this dream trying to turn things around when I know it wouldn't work out anyway no matter how much I try, how much effort I put in, and even if I die trying I will never win that battle.
Of course it's a dream that I have but this has all turned out to be a nightmare. Dreams are beautiful and indeed it's nice to have a dream. But something, somewhere, somehow along the way, these dreams turned sour and awfully bad. *Sighs*
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Moving on with life
Of late, I see many of my friends in Uni are being hooked up with some new girls who cam in this year during the June intake. Pleasent they do all seem, and yes, most of them are pretty, cute, pleasent etc.
However, coming back from a rough boat ride a month ago, I only have the time to look but no time to approach and make a move. I've much more things to prioritise now in my life, get moving on and get my life back on track in the path and way that I want it to.
I've to constantly remind myself that, right now, although I am a lonely driver, I still have some support from the back from certain quarter of my friends but sadly, my best mate is now SOOOOOOOOOO bloody busy entertaining his new found girl and is forever rejecting my request to go out for a drink and discuss some stuff.
Thanks mate for that.
Well it happens all the time, when your friends found their better halves, they tend to forget their long time buddies.
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I think that's all for now. Will come back again with another post sometime soon. Probably by the end of this week.
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