The journey has come to an END...

*Sobs*

The journey of my relationship with Beatrice has come to an end on the 27th/28th of May 2009. Yes after 2 long months of struggle for me especially trying to keep this broken relationship going it has finally come to the end of it.


From the very last time she asked for a break up
I was the one who wanted to mend back everything with my own effort,
but it has all turned back to square one.

There is nothing left to mend back,
there is nothing left to regret,
nothing left to cry about
since this is the way she wanted it to be.

The two of us apart from each other and moving on with our own lives.

I question myself many times after the big argument 2 months ago,
Has this relationship turned into a relationship of lies?
Have I even been treated with pride and respect?


The question was the same for the last 2 months.
And today, after almost a whole night of sleeplessness,
I have found part and partial of all those questions.


Right now,
Although I am already single and unwanted,
I am not looking forward to be with any other girl.
Yes friend we can, be
but not more than just friends.

I am not looking forward into having a relationship again for the time being
after my 6th failure.

But
Nevertheless, here I stand today
wanting to thank you sincerely with all my heart
for giving me the chance and opportunity to be with you
for the last
2 years and 4 months.

Yes it's going to be hard to let go

but
if this is the only way to see you happy and move on,
I've no regrets.
All I want is just the best for you.


And,
All the sweet moments, wonderful memories we shared together
would be planted deep into my heart and my soul.

and also,
I can be sure and bold enough to say
I'll still continue to care for you
look out for you
and
love you as much as I always do.
You will forever be the missing puzzle in my life
and
you will always have a place in my heart



If fate and destiny does holds us together
and
with the blessings of The Almighty Lord
We shall come back together and reunite as one.

P.S. I love will always love you Beatrice!